The Tide of Bisexual

Chapter 8

Because of Alan, Keri invariably sat in the same seat in a small restaurant for ten days. She is not a picky eater. She can accept all kinds of food that is even a little tasteless. But she can’t stand eating the same food every day, even though she likes to eat those dishes.

When Alan, for the first time, pretended to inadvertently put his hand on Keri’s hand, Keri suddenly had a strong desire to leave him immediately. Keri often knows how to take care of other people’s feelings and not embarrass others. Keri doesn’t know if her bisexual orientation is at work. Keri reluctantly to drink only half a bottle of beer, and then found an excuse to leave this small restaurant quickly. Keri didn’t know why she was so tolerant of a strange man, and was willing to throw herself into anorexia for him.

When Keri received the warmth from his hand, Keri found that she had been looking forward to the moment. Flirting doesn’t have to be too much responsibility, but when flirting turns into ambiguity, people would worry about getting into trouble unnecessarily. Keri thought it might be because she was too bored. Keri suddenly felt that she was sorry for Allen. She shouldn’t have been trying to make him feel attached to her. Keri always reminded herself of being a bisexual woman. Keri did not know whether Alan had any impure motives before, but knew that she had longed to change her mood by flirting.

Alan said he was happy to meet Keri these days. Keri could sense that he was not a false joy, and that was the main reason Keri was able to keep coming up. Keri felt that she was kind, at least in her relationship with someone’s husband, and made him realize that he would never have the chance to get into her bed. Even so, there are still men who are eager to challenge Keri’s kindness, and Allen is one of them.

In Keri’s eyes, a cell phone was like an angel who could fulfill desires. She was so lovely that Keri could make a connection with the world no matter when it is day or night. In a sense, the mobile phone was Keri’s bisexual playground. Every time Keri thought of her cell phone, she had a feeling of sureness.

On that day, however, Keri turned off her cell phone. When the cell phone shut down all day, Keri felt like it’s been a century. She was avoiding Alan’s phone because she had no proper excuse for refusing Alan. Turning off the cell phone can keep her from having trouble finding excuses. But because her cell phone was off, she stopped working all day. She is not an idle woman; she needs to earn money to support herself. She knew what it meant for her when the cell phone was off for a day, so she was upset that day.